First, the title of this article is not necessarily true in and of its self, but I am trying to paint a picture with words here, so follow along, will you?
I am not sure if you are familiar with the old musical “Annie Get Your Gun” starring Betty Hutton and Howard Keel. In the movie, there is a song that they sing to each other. It’s more two people shooting arrogant verse at each other as if they are bullets. “Anything you can do I can do better. I can do anything better than you.”
As creatives, we are all looking for our own place in the world, our own voice. Even when and while we are inspired by and appreciate the expressions of others, we can sometimes find ourselves looking at fellow creatives with competitive eyes. “I can do that and I can do it better. Maybe I should try.”
Being human, no matter what we are aiming to do, we can all go ahead and admit we’ve done that once or twice.
In an older post, I quoted Octavia E. Butler on how she became a science fiction writer. (Did I mention she is the winner of the Hugo Award and Nebula Awards?) Anyhow, she said that when she was twelve years old she watched a dreadful science fiction flick. It was so bad that she was determined to write “good” science fiction. And she did, obviously.
…I have to make art that I care about not just art that I can make. ~Candice Coates
But her attitude was “I can do better than that.” And that attitude paid off. (If you have not read any of her work, check out Wild Seed.) The thing is, not only did she set out to write ‘better’ science fiction, but she did it her way, in her own voice, without competing with the voices that were already out there.
Since ICFTS began, I have been on a constant journey to identify my voice as an artist. Truth be told, I have been on this search since I have been an artist. I have always been very eclectic. But one thing that has come to mind with all of this is that I have to make art that I care about not just art that I can make.
As I have said for years, just because you can do something doesn’t mean that you should. That is when you get stuck in ruts of hollow, soulless work, be it writing, visual art, whatever it is. Always create what you care about.
I am on a hunt to find what it is that I care about. I love doing oil paintings, I love writing (writing will ALWAYS be my thing. I love to tell a story.) but with visual art, it just all depends.
I find that even with oil painting, though I have a talent for it, I am exploring more pencil work, with ink and colored pencils. And there is always the option of mixed media illustration. There are so many options.
…just because you can do something doesn’t mean that you should.” ~Candice Coates
I remember, years ago, in undergrad during a departmental review, my professors telling me “All your work is amazing, Ms. Coates, but it looks like the work of twenty different artists.”
On one hand, this is not a bad thing at all. It’s like being multilingual. I speak twenty different artistic languages. On the other hand, it begs the question, are you perfectly fluent in any of them? Jack or rather Jacqueline of all trades and master of…only a few.
R: 123 G: 255 B: 184 X:54188 Y: 0 S: 96 Z: 115 F: 112
20 min drawing done in red and blue medium point ballpoint pen.
Original Colored Pencil Drawing done with Prismacolor 2015
40 min drawing done in Prismacolor Pencil by Candice Coates
Prismacolor Pencil and Acrylic
Original Drawing by Candice Coates done in Prismacolor Colored Pencil
We need to create on purpose, with purpose.”
CREATING WITH CONSIDERATION
There are 3 verses that come to mind in this regard. I will pluck at each. One is Philippians 4:13, “I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength.”
It is comforting to know that if I set myself to do things that He, Christ Jesus, has placed in my heart to do, that no matter what, if I trust Him, He has given me the strength to do them.
I want to make art. He has given me the gift to do so and also the strength for it.
I Corinthians 10:23, “You say, “I am allowed to do anything”–but not everything is helpful. You say, “I am allowed to do anything” but not everything is beneficial.”
With the creative strength and gift given unto me, I need to operate in wisdom. So what I can, sculpt. I don’t feel ANYTHING when I am sculpting apart from a loss of time. Dash the great reviews of my audience. (Just using sculpting as an example.)
Where is the benefit of doing something just because you can? You won’t benefit from my efforts and in the long run, no one else will either. The work is void of any life because your heart was not in it. This is arbitrary actions at its best.
Both of these verses bring me to Isaiah 30:21, “and your ears hear a word behind you, saying “This is the Way, walk in it,” whenever you turn to the right or whenever you turn to the left.”
BE CREATIVE, NOT COMPETITIVE
What is the point? The point is not to be arbitrary, not to be competitive. Art, to me, creation and creativity, is sacred. It needs to be treated with respect and care. We need to create on purpose with purpose. Not in a way to “out do” the person next to us. There has to be meaning involved. Just because we can do something doesn’t mean we should.
In conjunction with this, we should not only create what we care about, but we should create on subjects or themes that we care about. If you are not interested in what you are doing your work “on” you are still going to get the same empty results, a pretty picture with no life to it, even if you are doing it in a medium that you love.
My creative path is still winding forward. I am discovering more about me and what I want out of my career as a visual artist. I am ever on the hunt to uncover my “niche” and voice.
But even where I stand now, I can be confident in creating what I am curious about and care about, and leave all the competitive “I can do better than you” mess behind me. And best of all, so can you!
*This article was originally published on February 12th, 2014 & Updated February 19th, 2018.
~Dream. Imagine. Believe. Do. CONQUER!
*Do you ever feel like you could be making better use of your creative time, or that you’ve lost yourself in a creative competitive race? Talk about it in the comments below.